February 2011
97 posts
they didn't want me
January 2011
121 posts
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hey, remember that one time when madeline tried to...
no?
oh. welp. it was funny
oh. no. definitely hungry.
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sometimes my stomach just feels weird and I can't...
I forgot to tell you
I checked the result from the dance audition and they weren’t posted yet
but i had gotten all worked up by that point and so I started crying.
Which is apparently my new thing to do.
er day
at least I had a nice shoulder to use and some reassurance
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lately I feel as though my life just isn’t real. Or as if I can’t feel fully IN my life. As though I’m living it, but I’m not really there. Not really. Not wholly.
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We sat there saying nothing, and then he kissed me...
morg44:
It was really nice.
i love forehead kisses
While facebook stalking
I was browsing through someone’s interests to find the ever elusive relationship status (stupid new facebook) and stumbled across their “people who inspire me” section which included, in this order.
Emma Watson
Rupert Grint
Jesus
now i’m not saying i don’t fully agree with all three being inspiring but…
The results for my dance audition at Shenandoah...
so i could check if I made the cut or not
but I’m not checking them
I’m scared to death.
I’ll check them tomorrow when I’m with the boy and I can have someone to hug.
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I feel as though way too often the thought going...
I’m fragile ok?
I’m just fragile and I need you.
And I need you to be nice
I am simply not myself today
in a very good way
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feeling weird about everything blog '11
Sometimes I just really don't want to do the right...
I’m having one of those days where my stomach is perpetually in a knot and I am completely scared to death of everything and certain that I will be a failure
I am just so scared.
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almost every girl i know is freaking out about...
i don’t think i’m going to prom this year because homeschool prom is just ridiculous and not fun. let’s face that fact right here and now.
also. was prom really ever that fun for anyone?
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it’s awesome when you have plans for lunch with someone and then you have to cancel last minute because you feel like someone is literally taking a screwdriver to your lower abdomen and you’re crying and unable to move or talk.
gah i love being a girl
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If i told you you were beautiful
would you date me on the regular?
so...
while browsing my dash today, every time I get to page 13 tumblr gives me the error page and i can’t go on.
i’m not superstitious but…
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my followers are dropping like flies
why you want to leaveee meee?
tired of people not caring about her and being...
people that are supposed to care.
well
I deserved that one.
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quieter things
Between the jokes and the kisses in public there are the quieter things Beside the title and the stories labeled for friends there are the quieter things his hand against me soft and careful taking me in as though fingertips can absorb there are the quieter things pretending that through my palms I can read him understand him creating a map and a memory there are the quieter things pulling back so...
I am
home
sick
full of things to tell you
going to post a poem later tonight
tired
tired
tired
missing the boyfriend
wanting to hug my wife
home!
Reblog if you're a lip biter.
The fact that they deserve it, doesn’t make it ok for you to give it to them.
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I am leaving in the morning
for my dance audition and Shenandoah University and Point Park University
Iwill probably not be able to post until monday
I am so nervous i could die.
wish me luck/prayers/thoughts what have you please.
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So my mom just got off the phone
and came downstairs and said
“if we leave now we can see a baby goat being born. hurry up!”
and then she and my little sister and brother ran out of the house.
I live about 2 seconds from the ‘city’
I don’t know who was calling
I don’t know where they went
I don’t know why this seemed like an exciting thing to her
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I like the beginning of the a new semester
because i have new classes and for a few weeks,
no one knows me.
There is something so beautiful in this anonymity
There is nowhere else in my life where i literally have no one’s opinion or feelings to care about but my own. I don’t have to be polite and talk to people or get to know them.
I don’t have to make small talk in the halls. I can listen to my ipod.
I can color on...
Back to school today
woot woot
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This will sound really pretentious and for that I...
but most of the time i feel as thought 80% of people have absolutely no sense of logic or common sense.
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welp. there it is
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facebook chat is more glitch than it is function
People are being very nice to me tonight
it’s about freakin time.
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That moment when you start to type a word and...
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Leave me some questions :)
I’m sleepy and I’ll probably be really honest and answer whatever you put in there.
take advantage of this.
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Reasons I'm exhausted
Thursday
dance 4-8
slept over at the wife’s house to help her study
stayed up late studying and trying to figure out what to call a bread sandwich
Friday
Woke up and went to drama class at 9:30-12
did my janitorial work at the church until 3
ballet lesson 3:30-4
went home and watched gilmore girls with the boyfriend and ate dinner
drove 30 min to my best friend’s house
got...