February 2012
20 posts
I LOVE MY WIFE
I’m just sad. And alone. And scared. And suddenly quiet. I tried being loud and reaching out and it got me nowhere. I just wanted to not sleep by myself tonight, after this shitty day. I. I miss myself. I don’t really know where I am.
FUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
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That moment when you finish a book, look around, and realize that everyone is just carrying on with their lives as though you didn’t just experience emotional trauma at the hands of a paperback.
But in other news
it’s valentines day and I’m only a little bit sad. So. Making progress. I made valentines for all my friends and cute boy asked for my number. People like me and a few people love me, and it’s not the romantic type, but I don’t need that. I’ve got a whole life and it doesn’t need to be so specific for me to enjoy it. I am surrounded by wonderful people.
Happy...
I’m just mad that I didn’t get a chance to see where it could have gone. It was headed so many good places and you just let it slip. I feel like you’ve been so passive about all of this. Like you didn’t want it that badly, or want me that badly. In any capacity. I’m not really mad at you. I just feel cheated. I didn’t get to show you how great I could be. I...
“We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year...”
– Courtney Martin (via holdme-closer-tiny-dancer)
Anonymous asked: You're fantastic. I don't believe you have trouble getting a Valentine.
akajoel asked: Not to diminish the previous anon's remark, but I'm okay with you knowing I posted this. I as well think you're pretty, and I hope you don't fret about valentine's day this year. The point is to be happy, it doesn't matter how you achieve that. So yeah, I hope you have a happy Tuesday! -Your tumblr friend.
Anonymous asked: You are gorgeous. I think you're fantastic and I hope that things shape up. Have a wonderful Valentine's day!
Anonymous asked: I would be your valentine in a heartbeat if I waSn't so anonymous!!
Who wants to be my valentine? I am accepting...
there aren’t really a lot of things I want to do other than kiss you and have you on my team again.
But there are a lot of things that I’m supposed to be doing to get over the fact that those aren’t the things you’re wanting to do anymore.
I guess I just have to do it all by myself.
January 2012
22 posts
“Maybe…you’ll fall in love with me all over again.”
“Hell,” I said, “I love you...”
– A Farewell To Arms, Ernest Hemingway (via inwardlyurgent)
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i think i might just live in this bed.
I have no reason to get up right now.
I can’t believe that it’s over.
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you said you liked taking care of me.
so where are you now that I need you?
I feel sick. I can’t eat or sleep and I think I have a fever. Nothing sounds like an enjoyable activity and I am hit with a wave of nausea every time I remember last night and what it means and think of another way in which it is ruining everything and effecting everything. And I forget and remember about once every 5 minutes. maybe less.
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blasphemy-in-em asked: I am trying to figure out how I know you...
Anonymous asked: gosh hello I hope you don't mind me saying this but I think you're mighty beautiful :)
Just kidding, the shirt was bad luck I guess
because I don’t have a boyfriend anymore…
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WatchSentimental Heart ( She and Him Cover)
I want you to need me at least a little. I want to fix things for you.
crying myself to sleep is going to become a hobby it seems.
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Earth Angel Cover (Death Cab for Cutie)
Worried shoes cover
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you’re making me crazy. you really are.
I wrote a short story. I need opinions!
She liked the way the water suspended her. The way it was strong enough to cradle her but still malleable to her touch. This was a world that she manipulated. She could kick, claw, push and bat at the water around her and it never let her fall. Even when she ventured out into the river, it’s most violent tantrums were like the outbursts of a close friend. Expected. Tolerated. Comforting almost,...
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Only hold till your coffee warms.: Obligatory new... →
el-anhelar:
I learned that I spent a significant amount of the year wearing my fingers and heart and mind down to stubs trying to be someone I am incapable of being.
I learned that I am probably always going to be some kind of contradiction to myself, until I learn to really let go of whatever guide rope I…
December 2011
44 posts
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Watchammieable:
professional-princess:
What Are You Doing New Years Eve? by Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt
Ben Gibbard is crying himself to sleep right now.
Reblog if you're kissing no one at midnight on new...
I want to act it out
we all make each other look bad. I don’t trust myself with trusting.
yeah, let's all just pretend I'm not here.
It’s cool.
Me: How do you find Will Smith in the snow?
Mum: He's black
Me:
Mum:
Me:
Mum:
Me: You look for fresh prints, but oh my god